I VISITED the Solovki Monastery on the White Sea in Russia last
summer. The moment I walked through the gate, I felt I was on holy
ground. Inside the icon-filled church, I had no doubt that this was
a sacred place.
Yet it has a grim history. It was the first Soviet Gulag, a
byword in suffering. Today, Solovki is being restored, and has
become a focus of pilgrimage once again. Astonishingly, it kept its
sense of religious purpose, despite the gruesome deeds that were
executed there.
I have compared my response to Solovki with feelings I have
sensed in other holy places. Just because a building has an
ecclesiastical purpose, it is no guarantee that it exudes a
spiritual atmosphere. In Britain, I visit many country churches,
and my first impression is frequently based not on what I see, but
on what I feel.
I have entered dreary buildings with small windows letting in
cold autumnal light, and yet have sensed spiritual radiance inside.
Conversely, I have stood in some airy, architecturally stunning
buildings, and felt the place to be spiritually dead. It is
difficult to understand what I am responding to. Possibly I am
sensitive not to the building, but the ground on which it stands.
Churches built on ancient, pre-Christian foundations, sited, so it
is said, where forces of invisible earth energy cross.
It is a fanciful idea, but I know of dowsers who specialise in
dowsing churches to locate the hidden energy forces under the
floor; and the idea that buildings have "energies" that influence
their occupants is both ancient and modern.
I have heard it suggested that stone absorbs prayer. The
spiritually vibrant places are those with the longest history of
the deepest prayer. It is a seemingly absurd notion, backed by
neither science nor theology. It raises the question what prayer
is. It is nothing like gravity or electricity, which have
measurable properties.
If stones are capable of building up prayer-capital over
centuries, one might suppose that old churches would "feel" more
spiritual than new buildings. From my experience, this is not
always the case.
Perhaps it is all a matter of expectation. If you know in
advance that a particular site was once the scene of evil, it
surely colours your response to it. That explanation does not,
however, account for my response to Solovki. There, I sensed
immediately that it was a holy place, despite its history as a
Gulag. Perhaps present use is more important than past. Solovki has
a new generation of monks, who offer a daily cycle of prayers.
The rationalist in me suggests that my reaction to a building
could be determined by something as mundane as ambient temperature.
A church with a good heating system is more welcoming than a cold,
musty one. Standing physically chilled in a little-used country
church, however, I have at times felt the spiritual warmth of a
place.
Much, I am sure, depends on my mood, and how spiritually
receptive I am at that moment. Nevertheless, on entering certain
holy buildings, I sense something special, although I cannot
describe exactly what it is.
Many people talk of feeling an atmosphere on entering certain
buildings. Some places produce a shudder; others exude peace.
Of all the possible explanations,I like the theologically
unsoundand scientifically unprovable one that buildings absorb the
prayers offered in them. Whatever happens subsequently to those
buildings, even if deconsecrated and desecrated, those prayers
remain there for future generations.
That stones absorb prayer is an absurd and charming image; and
one that perhaps contains a grain of metaphorical truth.
It is an idea that reminds me, as I stand surrounded by the
walls of a sacred space, to add my prayers to those of history
before I leave.
Ted Harrison is a writer and artist, and a former BBC
correspondent.