Be thou a light unto my eyes, music to mine ears,
sweetness to my taste, and full contentment to my heart. Be thou my
sunshine in the day, my food at table, my repose in the night, my
clothing in nakedness, and my succour in all
necessities.
Lord Jesus, I give thee my body, my soul, my substance,
my fame, my friends, my liberty, and my life. Dispose of me and all
that is mine as it may seem best to thee and to the glory of thy
blessed name.
John Cosin (1594-1672)
I AM composing thoughts about this prayer in a flat belonging to
an artist friend in Palma de Mallorca. The sculptures of Catalina
Sureda, gathered about the room, convey both the fragility and the
mystery of human beings. They direct their quiet, questioning gaze
towards and past me, while the antiquated TV broadcasts the
delightfully unsubtle soap operas that accompany this Spanish time
of siesta.
On screen are the clumsily enacted human emotions amplified by
portentous music; outside, there is the buzz and drone of a busy
city street. The silent figures of sculpted clay, meanwhile,
witness more eloquently to something vulnerable and yet
transcendent within each of us.
John Cosin lived through tumultuous times. Gifted both
pastorally and academically, he became a Prebendary of Durham
Cathedral, and later Master of Peterhouse, Cambridge, and
University Vice-Chancellor. He composed a book of Private
Devotions in 1627, from which this prayer is selected.
As the Puritans gained control, and the country lurched towards
the self-destruction of Civil War, he was removed from his post and
went into exile in Paris. At the Restoration, he played an
important part in the attempt to find a religious consensus by
means of the revised Book of Common Prayer of 1662. His last, still
very active years were spent as Bishop of Durham, whose cathedral
fabric exhibits several of his improvements.
The prayer's first part gently but comprehensively claims
Christ's care for the whole of our earthly existence. It reduces
each of our complicated lives to the simplicity of that of a
cradled child. Each phrase is vivid, sensory, and about the
body.
Eyes, ears, taste, heart, skin, stomach, our sleep,
our nakedness, and our vulnerability: all are incorporated
here within the embrace and succour of a God who comes to us in
frail and mortal form, beneath the radar of our fearful defences.
Thus Jesus infiltrates our human-all-too-human lives with a
human-made-truly-human hope.
It is in the light and warmth of this assurance that
the prayer's second section can then entrust all that we have and
are to one, the only one, on whom we may fully depend.
Amid the civil wars that rage outwardly or inwardly
(and sometimes within God's Church), tearing what is good and
infecting all with distrust, this prayer corrects our perspective.
It reminds us that ours is usually a frail and stumbling - or
fallen - point of view. With this prayer, we own our humanity,
acknowledge our need, and place our trust in one who travels
with us.
We thus acknowledge our need of healing and help; we
gain confidence that our future is best left to God, and, in the
process, we grow in mercy and kindness towards others, all of whom
share our predicament and our potential, even while some do not
share our views.
Cosin's prayer, then, is an invitation to "make
siesta"; to step aside from the busy life that so often leaves us
feeling outside - or beside - ourselves; to turn down the internal
TV soap opera of overacted emotions, and instead allow the quiet,
questioning gaze of Another to hold us, heal us, and direct us
towards a life more humble, handed over, holy, and assured.
The Revd Philip Martin is Vicar of St James's,
Alderholt, in the diocese of Salisbury.