From the Revd
Christopher Colledge
Sir, - I was delighted to
read about the Revd Christopher Newell's experience of living with
mental-health issues in Truro diocese (Letters, 1
March). Unfortunately, I suspect that the level of support that
people with mental illness receive from the Church is something of
a postcode lottery.
Ten years ago, aged 44, I
suffered a catastrophic mental breakdown. After a period in
hospital and a long period of outpatient care, it became clear that
I would not be able to continue in stipendiary ministry, and would
have to retire. Over the years since my breakdown, I have lived in
several dioceses. At no time has anyone made any pastoral enquiry
about my welfare. I have always been left with the sense that
paying my pension entirely fulfilled any obligation.
The road has been lonely and
painful, and many days have been endured through tears, clinging to
the hope that tomorrow might be a better day. I have had to learn
to live with "mental illness" with the help and support of the
medical profession and those who love and care about me. Sadly, the
Church of England does not feature in that group.
Mental illness does not
preclude our using the gifts that we are given, in my case, skills
learnt exercising chaplaincy with people who are deaf and
deafblind, and years of pastoral experience. Far from being
empowered by the Church, I feel discarded on an ecclesiastical
rubbish tip.
CHRIS COLLEDGE
27 Grand Marine Court
Durley Gardens
Bournemouth BH2 5HS