MID August. Mr Cousins's bees are rifling my flowers in the late
afternoons of hot days. Distant throbs betray a combine harvester,
the first machine in the field. Barely a bird. Just this still
warmth and motionless skies. Bell-ringing practice to go with so
many bell-shaped blooms. I imagine Barry calling the tune. Just a
handful of neighbours maintain the three churches, change their
frontals, Hoover their carpets, polish their brass, unlock, lock
up, count the candles, turn the pages of the visitors' books. Turn
the pages, too, of the dead.
Immensely grand folk sleep here and there, nodding away until
Kingdom come. Here is Jane Austen's cousin or aunt from Cawton. How
did she get to Little Horkesley? Someone will know. Here are John
Constable's uncles from Wormingford mill, with a confident Esq.
Here is the poor young man who apologised to me for wearing a
hat in church, cancer having robbed him of his hair. Here is
beloved Gordon, who survived the Western desert and was
photographed with Monty. Here is John Nash, who painted the Stour
valley all his days. Here, making sharp corners for the tower, are
Roman bricks, warm to the touch still. Here are noticeboards naming
a vanished vicar, or rector. Here is summer weather. I sit on a
burning bench and thank God for it.
In Swann's Way an old man tells a young man: "In my
heart of hearts, I care for nothing in the world now but a few
churches, books - two or three, pictures - rather more, perhaps,
and the light of the moon when the fresh breeze of youth (such as
yours) wafts to my nostrils the scent of gardens whose flowers my
old eyes are not sharp enough, now, to distin-guish."
Mercifully, I see not only the confident bell-shaped blooms of
August, but the insects that rock them. How active the month is!
Although, personally speaking, I have to admit that torpor reigns.
Only those whose names on tombs remind me of their old busyness are
less active than I.
Squinting through my lashes, I think I can pick out the blue
smudge of hill on which they crowned Edmund, king and martyr, on
Christmas Day, long ago. What else happened round about 860? Well,
the convolvulus would have rioted in August, sure as fate. And the
mother of the Lord would be high in the sacred firmament. And the
husbandmen would be sharpening their sickles, or just lolling about
in the sun.
And the mindless taking of life by the raiders, just like that
by the Cairo authorities at the moment, would have been going on
here and there in the name of government. Or possibly not. And
possibly some enchanting seasonal sloth, with the August sun on
one's neck, and a slowdown in one's heart, it being too soon to
gather anything except pollen.
They say that Edmund would have been about 30 - which is far too
soon to die. Morons stripped him, tied him to a tree, and made him
into a target. This mindless taking of life and rattling of weapons
- in August!
I think that my Garrya elliptica is on its last legs.
Named after Michael Garry, of the Hudson Bay Company, it is
propping up yards of grapevine. But if you chop it down it will
rise again. A neighbouring holly says: "Yes, yes! Give me more
light." But the white cat says: "Let it be."