THE white cat is given to loftiness in her advancing years,
sitting high up in fruit trees, and on the ledge of a Tudor
chimney, purring away, looking down on us, bursting with
achievement. As is the late and lovely spring. Never such a rush of
flowers, such drugging scents. Put work aside. Simply be. For - who
knows? - such days might not come my way again. The horses roll on
their backs; the trees grow greener by the minute. Best of all,
both white and purple fritillaries have multiplied in the orchard
grass.
It is May Day, the day of days - the day that we once spent in
Padstow, drinking beer at 8.30 in the morning as the 'Obby 'Oss
[hobby horse] was led out to a haunting song, to process through
the slate streets - perhaps the most moving folk festival in
Britain. Quite why it should be so escapes all explanation. You
have to dance in its wake to prove it so.
And then, those with whom we danced are no longer with us to
provide evidence. They have drunk and sung and leapt their way
ahead and out of sight, leaving a little music behind - and a pile
of curling photos.
My old friend Michael Mayne - for a memorable decade, Dean of
Westminster - placed much of his Christian philosophy in an
enchanting book, Learning to Dance. "In many ways, I am an
unlikely dancer, having only fully mastered the waltz and the
Dashing White Sergeant, and, at the age of ten, a passable sailors'
hornpipe, yet the ideas of the invitation to the cosmic dance, and
of dance as a metaphor for our assorted lives in this mysterious,
dancing universe, have gone on expanding in my mind. . ."
Jesus despaired of "this generation", of its joylessness and
ingratitude. "You are like children calling out to other children,
We have piped for you and you did not dance."
Some years ago, two young neighbours of mine danced down the
aisle of Blythburgh Church, in Suffolk, after their wedding. If one
is going to dance in church, it may as well be in this angelic
building. David, of course, danced before the Ark of the Covenant,
being a great poet. In one of his psalms, he turns mourning into
dancing, and they conclude with the fortissimo dance music and
words of the four final psalms.
Mayne might be said to have taught cosmic dancing wherever he
went, and finally at Salisbury, where I "met" George Herbert when I
was in my 20s.
The sun is hot on the study window, the May wind chilly. My old
friend Antony Pritchett, Vicar of Pickering, is about to pay his
annual visit, and we shall do a bit of exploring and a great deal
of talking. Each year, I have to provide somewhere different to go,
but the talking takes off in fresh directions without the least
trouble.
"When did you first decide to be a priest?"
"When I was six."
When did I first decide to be a writer? Who can tell? "How is
Merbecke?" Merbecke is Antony's dog.
Friends in Yorkshire or Cornwall, or in a Barbara Pym novel, or
wildly dancing in scripture, or at this moment giving the
churchyard grass its first good back and sides, are given movement
by May time. I am, too; and the mower is raring to go at the first
pull. The poppy seed I scattered is up; the climbers I tied back
are in bud. So soon. So on the go, everything. "Allus on the goo,"
the neighbours used to say - and not approvingly.