MINDFULNESS is technique, first and foremost. It involves
meditating in various forms or situations; noticing the anatomy of
stressful and pleasant experiences; identifying pleasurable moments
in each day.
Mindfulness courses have counterparts in traditional Christian
practice, such as the Ignatian examen of conscience and
"discernment of spirits", or the practice of recollection in
Benedictine conversion, in which the Christian is encouraged at all
times to turn and return to God.
Gratitude is cultivated in the same methodical way as the
old-fashioned keeping of an Evangelical "mercies diary", in which
are recorded the good things received each day. Unlike this,
however, the instructions are precise and avoid value-judgements:
there is no instruction "just to be grateful that . . .". We are
asked only to be aware of the time and place, the thoughts,
feelings, and physical sensations, however small, that accompany
the pleasurable experiences which we are aware of and grateful
for.
More precisely analytical than the examen, which reviews
experiences of the past day and evaluates them from a Christian
standpoint, mindfulness teaches the practice of pausing in the
moment of a pleasant or unpleasant experience to note it - without
either grabbing or rejecting the thoughts, feelings, memories, and
behaviour.
It endows us with new freedom to evaluate experiences with
clear-eyed "friendly curiosity" rather than blame. We are too apt
to ignore the habitual physiological responses. They are worth
noting.
In unpleasant situations, we are all too likely to identify
ourselves with what we feel is happening. This leads to self-blame:
"I am always like this. I'm never any good. I will always mess it
up," and so on. We think that these thoughts are valid reactions to
an objective experience, forgetting that "objective experience" is
an oxymoron.
It is easy to see how such thinking (or non-thinking) can
actually be the cause of addictive behaviour or escapist habits -
such as excessive drinking, shopping, or comfort eating - as a
distraction from what we perceive is reality. This, then, sets up a
different set of problems, in which dealing with temptations and
addictions can become even more burdensome than the original
difficulties.
Mindfulness, the practice of noting and acknowledging our
difficulties with friendly curiosity and tolerance, distances us
slightly from our habitual mental, emotional, and physiological
responses. We are able to step back from the raw experience, and
evaluate it, before "buying into it".
When it is too late for that, and unhelpful habits, thoughts,
and reactions have already formed, mindfulness buys us the time
that we need to realise what has happened, and to choose how we
would rather think, feel, and act now.
A helpful analogy for mindfulness is to liken the self to a sky
that has clouds and weather passing through it. We may note the
changing weather, but we may choose to remain aware of the sky
itself as the reality that is unchanging, and allow the clouds of
painful or tempting thoughts to come and go, without being carried
along with them.
Gratitude is a vital element of the spiritual life, and
Christians place praise first in the five movements of prayer
(praise, adoration, confes-sion, thanksgiving, and supplication).
To praise and adore God is the human response to the realisation of
God. In mindfulness practice, this praise is cultivated in the slow
enjoyment of physical sensations - walking, movement, eating - or
in the larger project of remaining aware of awareness itself,
keeping the friendly curiosity about life, and being kind to
oneself.
The perspective of the moment is important, as we train
ourselves not to let past concerns or future worries shadow the
goodness of life right now. The truth that mindfulness wants to
teach is that the now of life - this nanosecond,
and then this nanosecond - is almost always tolerable, and
quite often very good indeed.
It is possible that this all sounds too self-regarding, inviting
people to pay too much attention to their navels. The opposite
turns out to be true. It is not possible to be properly thankful if
you are unaware of the life within and around you. The friendly
curiosity at the centre of mindfulness creates an openness to the
Holy Spirit, who, of course, is to be found within ourselves as
well as outside.
When we allow ourselves to concentrate on the nearest reality
that we can imagine, which is our existential presence to
ourselves, we begin to be mindful of the even nearer reality of
all, which is God. We can know fully neither ourselves nor God; but
giving our attention to what we can know may give us a glimpse of
something deeper.
The hymn "Dear Lord and Father of mankind" expresses our desire
for deeper reverence springing from a "rightful mind". We know
instinctively that our exhausting desires and aversions are
corrosive, and we long for God's coolness and balm.
For some, this can be accessed through the good habits formed
with the help of a religious rule of life. For others, mindfulness
can provide the sacred pauses in which the Holy Spirit works to
heal and rebind us, and where we find the freedom to be the person
whom God wishes us to be.
Next week: mindfulness and other therapies
The Revd Terence Handley MacMath is an NHS Chaplain, and a
teacher of mindfulness in Christian and secular settings.