NORMALLY, Thought for the Day
is unthinkingly obscured by the scraping of toast and the bubbling
of eggs. Half-heard, I wish it well. But, this morning, a Buddhist
philosopher held my full attention. Not that I am able at this
moment to quote him, for the effect of his thinking has driven his
actual words out of my head. But they were very grown-up and
beautiful.
Many years ago, I wrote a
Buddhist-Christian sermon which the congregation has to listen to
every five or so years, this being the best I can do. It is about
the enlightened nobleman Siddhartha Gautama becoming awakened and
going forth.
Helen Waddell, the daughter of
Northern Ireland nonconformist missionaries in China, had to pass a
great statue of the Buddha on her way to school every morning.
Although she was taught nothing about him, his serenity affected
her all the days of her life.
It is present in her novel Peter
Abelard, and in her wonderful medieval studies The
Wandering Scholars and The Desert Fathers. I often
think that Westminster Abbey or Wormingford church might have such
an effect, or influence, on the Far Eastern tourist, with his or
her walled-in quietness and mysterious east-west layout, their
bell-filled towers and captured sanctity.
What do we see in a foreign country?
What do we hear? What do we know? The guidebooks will not be able
to tell us. Waddell's parents were careful not to tell her about
the Buddha, other than it was a heathen statue. On the mantelpiece
in the guest bedroom stands a little papier-mâché or plaster cat or
dog, given to me years ago by the Indian writer and dancer Prafulla
Mohanti.
"He is a god."
"Really? I mean, thank you,
Prafulla."
Hinduism sees Brahma as the supreme
being among countless lesser gods. Why did the Israelites, fed up
with God's intangibility, melt down their earrings and fashion a
golden calf? I mean why a calf? The calves in Countrywatch
have their ears pierced as I watch. There is calves liver for
dinner. But I must not go. That way lies madness.
It is now late at night, and the
almost full moon is silvery and is surrounded by its own special
bank of clouds. The Stour valley is sunk in thought. I can smell
sweet peas. I have been writing about being young in Aldeburgh,
and, now I come to think of it, being very cold. And the sounds -
so different. The sea everlastingly shifting the shingle, the wind
eternally blowing through our hair. And, of course, through the
rattling plate-glass panes, there being no double glazing in the
olden days. There was always a light-ship in sight. It stood
stock-still so that it didn't fall off the horizon. We sat on the
sea wall and ate fish and chips, and shivered. It was too good to
go in. Lovers passed, huddled into one another. And quite a few
cats. And the old man who let out canvas wind-shelters to
sunbathers, on his way to the pub.
I choose the hymns for Sunday before
going to bed: John Bunyan's "Who would true valour see", because I
intend to make it his day, come wind, come weather. Magnificent old
man. In August, he rode to London in the rain to knock two
quarrelling heads together, caught a chill, died far from Bedford,
and was buried in Bunhill Fields. He knows he at the end would life
inherit.