THE Archdeacon of Lindisfarne told
the story of a child who went to church with her nanny, and of how
this little girl, though not fully understanding the ceremonies,
got caught up in the joyful acclamations of "Alleluia". On the way
home, she would suddenly exclaim "Alleluia" at intervals, and, over
the next few days, she continued to utter "Alleluia" as an
expression of joy, and with a good deal of gusto.
Nanny could not tolerate this for
long. "You are not to say Alleluia. It's a vulgar thing to keep
saying Alleluia, and you must stop." The child became silent, and
some of the joy went out of her countenance. There will always be
people around who are afraid that we are enjoying ourselves.
One day, when the sun was shining and
the birds sang to welcome the day, I was out walking on Holy
Island, where I was the Vicar. But one person I met did not notice
the sun shining, or the beauty around him, and seemed to emanate a
kind of darkness. Although well dressed and obviously well
educated, he was in a poor state.
I invited him to the vicarage, and he
told me that his name was George. He could not look at me as he sat
there, but kept wringing his hands, and I became aware of his deep
depression. He told me that he was having medical treatment, but
did not like the fact that the tablets dulled his senses. He had a
loving wife, a home, and a well-paid job. He lacked nothing, and
yet a world-weariness kept coming over him; he was unsatisfied.
In the time that we had together,
before the tide closed in and the island was cut off from the
mainland, I could only offer a listening ear. George made me
realise that, too often, we do not see the world as it is, but as
we are. We fail to let the glory that is about us touch us, because
we are uptight, preoccupied, and unable to rest. I must admit that
I was glad when he was gone, and, for comfort, I turned to one of
my favourite resurrection prayers by St Augustine of Hippo:
All shall be Amen and Alleluia.We
shall rest and we shall see.
We shall see and we shall know.
We shall know and we shall love.
We shall love and we shall praise.
Behold our end, which is no end.
I often use this prayer at funerals;
for it shows how, in God, our life does not end. Much of the time,
we are so busy multitasking that there is no room in our lives for
wonder; but, in fact, fullness of life is rooted in the ability to
rest, and the courage to allow ourselves to attend to what is about
us.
The prayer has a lovely flowing
movement, from resting to seeing, from seeing to knowing, from
knowing to loving, from loving to praising. Augustine, obviously,
did not think of rest as a time of idleness, but rather as a time
of harmony in our actions. Such resting, in its turn, will help us
to see more clearly, and, when our vision is clear, we have a
better chance of real relationships with our neighbours, the world
around us, and our God.
Our relationship with God assures us
of a joy that will last for ever. Death is not fatal for Augustine,
because it is not the end. The Christian's attitude to life is
different from that of others because, in the words of Augustine,
"We are Easter people, and Alleluia is our song."
This is the first of four edited
extracts from Occasions for Alleluia by David Adam. It is
published by SPCK at £8.99 (CT
Bookshop £8.10); 978-0-281-06577-6.