BLESSED routine. No appointments in
the diary, thus a full day. Blessed Lord, grant thy servants the
inestimable joys of routine. Blackberries for breakfast. They have
to be eaten up before it's October and they get spitted. I wander
about in the soaking orchard, a bedraggled sight. Pale hay where I
have begun to scythe, brittle seeding-plants everywhere else. No
fruit to squash in the long grass this year. But blackberries
galore. My badgers have made a highway from the field edge to the
stream. The stream has cut Wormingford off from Little Horkesley
for ever and ever.
"But it is a united benefice," I tell
it.
"Whoever heard of such a thing?" the
stream replies.
The Bishop is coming to see the Vicar
off, routinely but lovingly. I shall hold his crozier and hand him
his mitre. Each of them has mastered the art of routine - of
retaining the freshness of repeated actions. Now what shall we do?
Interregnums may be routine, but each one of them is a space that
is not at all like its predecessors.
Henry's leaving present is a hefty
garden seat that our village joiner has made from the immense old
fir tree that swayed dangerously near the tower. It was planted by
a priest in the 1890s. The remainder of it is blazing on our
hearths. Simon, our woodman, brought it down.
All around, the Suffolk-Essex fields
are in different stages of clearance, full cultivation - for the
supermarkets - and rest. They are also full of birds, and are lit
morning and evening by glaringly beautiful suns. The sky becomes an
aerial goldmine of exposed seams, and a vision of the
insubstantial. Our vicarage is the grandstand for all this. But my
old farmhouse knows only golden mornings, and has never in all its
centuries witnessed sunset. All its routines have taken place in
broad daylight. And at dead of night.
There is no more compulsive routine
than that followed by the true diarist. Diarists are frank about
this. James Boswell admitted that he could live no more than he
could record. And the self-indulgent Anaïs Nin declared: "The
period without the diary remains an ordeal. Every evening I want my
diary as one wants opium."
For me, the diary of diaries was
written by a young curate on the Welsh border, Francis Kilvert. So
what a marvel that they found the family photograph-album to
illustrate it. As president of the Kilvert Society, I give myself
leave to pore over this black-and-white Victorian Church of England
heyday. To identify the serious faces, the "caught" tennis matches,
the assembled college students, and the handsome person of Kilvert
himself before death carried him out of sight, aged 39.
"Why do I keep this voluminous
journal?" he asked himself. "I can hardly tell. Partly because life
appears to me such a curious and wonderful thing that it almost
seems a pity that such a humble and uneventful life as mine should
pass altogether away without some such record as this."
The routine of uneventfulness, this is
what I praise in the early- morning orchard. Of Jamie the postman
bumping down the track. Of the serving flight of the green
woodpecker. Of the white cat cleaning her chops on the wall.